Recently I have been having a couple health issues just because I have an autoimmune disorder as well as anxiety and depression and my life is really stressful right now. I just feel like no one is taking me seriously. One day after almost a full shift on drive up I vomited and was told only to sit down and cool off after telling them multiple times I needed to go home, my body was saying to stop. Today they were messing with the entrance doors and after my lunch every time the doors would close it would screech quite loudly. I was on our smaller entrance watching the self checkout. After an hour or two of enduring the sound, it started happening more and more just since we were getting busier. I told my team lead I needed to just switch to the main side since the screeching wad making me freak out now. And she said she’d send someone over when there was someone to cover me. Then I also interact with one of our asset protect and tell him to tell the front of end team leads whoever that I needed to be switched out asap. I was feeling like my head was going to explode. As another team lead came in I also tell her that I need to be switched out, now basically in tears. Finally someone comes over and lets me walk away as I’m having a full meltdown at this point. I’m just so embarrassed. I don’t even know what I could have done. I was alone on that side and if I walked away no one would be there for self checkout. Please any insights or advice! I am trying to leave Target soon but I just need to stick it out for a little more.
edit: this also doesn’t even begin to cover how our leads have been having very new team members cover their breaks when there are team members also available with more seniority. And only 2.5 guest service shifts in 2 years? Others get more then that in a week. And how are they gonna give me 11.75 hours one week and that same week give another girl 41 hours. Not sure. Food for thought though.
edit: this also doesn’t even begin to cover how our leads have been having very new team members cover their breaks when there are team members also available with more seniority. And only 2.5 guest service shifts in 2 years? Others get more then that in a week. And how are they gonna give me 11.75 hours one week and that same week give another girl 41 hours. Not sure. Food for thought though.