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- Nov 24, 2018
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So I was hired seasonally as a cashier, but I made it very evident I want to be kept on. I left my full time job to work here. I’ve only been working for two weeks, but thus far I’ve been trained on cashiering, hardlines, softlines, shipping/drive ups, backstocking, and later this week I’ll be doing inbound and visual merchandising. I really feel I’ve made a great impression picking things up with little training. I’ve been called in every other day to come in, which I am grateful for because I love the hours and am really hoping I get offered a full time position. Always show up on time/stay later etc.
Now my issue arose today, when I was called in to cover a shift at Starbucks that someone had called out of. When I got there the member was saying the lead was thinking about putting me there permanently which was new knowledge to me. I tried my best, but I felt extremely uncomfortable and unhappy. I felt like I had passed every other test asked of me until I got to Starbucks and was overwhelmed and failing. My old job was food service and it dipped me deep into depression the longer I stayed there so that’s ultimately why I chose to quit and pursue Target. I was feeling that same way at Starbucks today. The girl I was with was super nice and kept saying how big of a help I was and not to worry because I wasn’t being practically trained yet...So long story short I know this isn’t for me. Doing dishes again, taking extremely particular orders, wearing a hat are all things I left my old job for. I know barristaing it is an amazing skill to have and proper training would score me more hours, but I was holding back tears this whole shift. I have loved every other position I’ve been thrown in, but this was not for me.
So at the end of the night my LOD asked how it went and I said “It went okay.” He then asked if I wanted to train more over here to which I replied, “I definitely want to learn the whole store, so I can help cover shifts and get hours, but this was the most overwhelmed and uncomfortable I’ve felt with anything.”
So I’m really worried I’ll hate my job if I get stuck at Starbucks full time or I won’t be kept after the season unless I take a Starbucks position. I’ve made really good impressions all around and have worked my butt off to be great, but I don’t think I’ll be happy or succeed if I’m at Tarbux. I hope this doesn’t jeopardize my future at Target and getting a full time position.
Thoughts? Encouragement?
Now my issue arose today, when I was called in to cover a shift at Starbucks that someone had called out of. When I got there the member was saying the lead was thinking about putting me there permanently which was new knowledge to me. I tried my best, but I felt extremely uncomfortable and unhappy. I felt like I had passed every other test asked of me until I got to Starbucks and was overwhelmed and failing. My old job was food service and it dipped me deep into depression the longer I stayed there so that’s ultimately why I chose to quit and pursue Target. I was feeling that same way at Starbucks today. The girl I was with was super nice and kept saying how big of a help I was and not to worry because I wasn’t being practically trained yet...So long story short I know this isn’t for me. Doing dishes again, taking extremely particular orders, wearing a hat are all things I left my old job for. I know barristaing it is an amazing skill to have and proper training would score me more hours, but I was holding back tears this whole shift. I have loved every other position I’ve been thrown in, but this was not for me.
So at the end of the night my LOD asked how it went and I said “It went okay.” He then asked if I wanted to train more over here to which I replied, “I definitely want to learn the whole store, so I can help cover shifts and get hours, but this was the most overwhelmed and uncomfortable I’ve felt with anything.”
So I’m really worried I’ll hate my job if I get stuck at Starbucks full time or I won’t be kept after the season unless I take a Starbucks position. I’ve made really good impressions all around and have worked my butt off to be great, but I don’t think I’ll be happy or succeed if I’m at Tarbux. I hope this doesn’t jeopardize my future at Target and getting a full time position.
Thoughts? Encouragement?