After 5 years I think I'm finally broken

[FlowTeamChick]

7+ years Repeat the cycle endlessly becoming slowly more bitter, resentful and soon hopeless because you now can't find another job that pays as much as you make now.

This is me. As for finding a different job, it's more an age thing because very few employers are looking for new hires at my age. I need to hang on just a little longer, but it's not going to be easy. Since DBO went away, it's back to boring-boring-boring. And I do not do well with boring.