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I've been with Target for a few years now. Over the past year, my TLs have encouraged me to apply for GSA/GSTL, but I've never actually gone for it. There are many reasons for this, and as talk of my interest in the position has come up yet again, I'm sort of looking for some advice and perspective.
I'm very flattered and proud that leadership has taken notice of all my hard work. Based on my review, what leadership tells me, and my own opinion, my strengths are that I'm guest first, efficient, passionate, organized, and always go by best practice. However, my weaknesses, which I also agree with, is that I could have more confidence in making decisions. I guess I call for manager approval too much...and there are a few reasons for that which make me feel like it's not entirely "fair" but I can't deny that I do ask for approval quite a bit.
ANYWAY, here are the reasons why I'm so nervous and apprehensive about applying for the GSA/GSTL position.
Target isn't my only job, so I wonder if it's even worth it to pursue higher up positions. I don't want to feel like I'm ungrateful or unappreciative about the job opportunity. I also feel partially obligated to move up in the company. Why just stay settled at just above minimum wage? But part of my passion, means I don't want to take the job, if there's someone else who could do so much better than me. Everyone seems to have confidence in me. But I don't, because I know I have all these concerns.
SOOO...for those whom actually read all this....what's your advice? Help? Give me your wisdom?
I'm very flattered and proud that leadership has taken notice of all my hard work. Based on my review, what leadership tells me, and my own opinion, my strengths are that I'm guest first, efficient, passionate, organized, and always go by best practice. However, my weaknesses, which I also agree with, is that I could have more confidence in making decisions. I guess I call for manager approval too much...and there are a few reasons for that which make me feel like it's not entirely "fair" but I can't deny that I do ask for approval quite a bit.
ANYWAY, here are the reasons why I'm so nervous and apprehensive about applying for the GSA/GSTL position.
- The Stress! I'm terrified I won't be able to handle the stress. Had this opportunity come up 6-7 years ago, I would have taken the job without hesitation. These days though, my mental health is not in a good place. I'm struggling with problems I haven't got help for yet. Because of that, I'm worried I lack the enthusiasm and attitude to really lead and motivate the team. I also fear I lack the strength to deal with troubling guest issues, and not cracking under pressure. Seeing what the GSTLs can go through during the holidays, I don't know how they don't just break down or have a panic attack right in front of everyone.
- The Pay. I've told leadership before that I want to just take on the extra responsibility and got for GSTL. I've been told that's totally possible. So, based on that, I'd focus on that. Which means, I don't want to accept the job for a low wage. It's a managment position, and it should be paid as such. I want to ask for at LEAST $2...no less than $1. (is that reasonable?) Though I won't reveal my lowest. So, is the raise even negotiable? Would they be offended if I asked for a high wage off the bat?
- Availability. I do have a pretty restricted schedule. I have weekends off, and only work afternoon to closing. If given the job, I'd open my availability during the week.... but I don't want to give up my weekends. Is that absurd? I don't really care what days I get off....I just want them to be next to each other. If my weekends are "Wednesday-Thursday" for example, that's cool. Do GSTLs get to have restricted availability?
Target isn't my only job, so I wonder if it's even worth it to pursue higher up positions. I don't want to feel like I'm ungrateful or unappreciative about the job opportunity. I also feel partially obligated to move up in the company. Why just stay settled at just above minimum wage? But part of my passion, means I don't want to take the job, if there's someone else who could do so much better than me. Everyone seems to have confidence in me. But I don't, because I know I have all these concerns.
SOOO...for those whom actually read all this....what's your advice? Help? Give me your wisdom?