I should go back to mention it has a LOT to do with your TLs and ETLs. Since I've been with Target I've seen awesome ones as well as spawns of satan. Just do best you can.
Looking back at the really great TLs and ETLs I've had over the years compared to when I first started out (with really two horrible ones...I almost walked out three weeks in when I heard them, CAUGHT THEM LAUGHING hysterically about my disabilities)...I'm very grateful for the awesome ones.
They ALL eventually disappear.