No problem!!
Just please don't be so hard on yourself. You're just starting out.
Also, you might want to check out the work center guides section. They should have a lot of good stuff you can look at for style.
If you have any other questions, please ask!! I'l answer what I can, but I haven't worked in soft lines since I was a SLTM 15 years ago. However, there are some AMAZING Style TMs/TLs/ETLs here that are a wealth of knowledge for you!!
Get some rest!!💚💛💜