I've been coming and going on that. When I first started, I was full of that exuberance that you see in a lot of new team members. It was great; I got up in the morning, worked from 6AM until whenever and then went home. I crosstrained into other areas, and I was happy.
Then as time went on, I started to see a lot of the shadier side of the workplace. Favoritism, gossip, poor leadership, etc. Everyone thought I was weird and it really got to me. I was incredibly depressed. Shortly thereafter, I died. This was the best thing that happened to me, because once I lost that but was stuck here for some reason, I came to an epiphany. This situation isn't going to get better if I be weird and keep to myself 24/7.
From there I decided to make the best of my situation. I'm never going to be a leader or a leader's pet making high 30 to 40 hours a week, so I said 'fuck it' and just enjoy myself. I started opening up to people, trying harder to be more resourceful and think faster on my feet, see how well I could do just for myself. It sounds silly, but I wanted to do it for me. Now I'm off flow, and I'm on the salesfloor as a part of the style team. I have much more friends, and I'm really happy to work here again.