I know, I know, grass is always greener on the other side. But I miss Target. I was closing TL, and I left after three months to go to Amazon as a manager, and it's been hell. I am struggling so much more than I had expected. I knew there would be barriers, but I didn't expect a non-insignificant portion of the PA (Amazon's TLs) team to despise me from nearly the get-go. I launched the building I was in, so I am actually more senior than the PAs at least here, but I've failed to build and maintain trust, and now it's all hit the fan. I've recently received a PIP, so it's basically all over for me here because nobody at Amazon recovers from PIPs. Really wish I had stayed and taken the slow, steady path to ETL here instead. I was just scared that I wouldn't be able to make it, but now it looks like I wasn't ready to begin with.