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I wouldn’t care because I’m not overweight and I don’t feel the need to impress people by doing a stupid new hairstyle every week. I know that I’m normal.
I hope that someday you will look back at this time in your life with some hard earned maturity and wonder what the fuck you were thinking.
Most of us who survive to a certain age and who manage to be half way decent human beings do exactly that.
If you are going to be a successful person and not just a constant teenager walking around in a grownup body, there are a few things you need to learn.
You need to know that empathy and kindness are going to be much more important than being normal.
That the weird people in your life will often be the ones who will stand up for you when no one else will.
You need to learn to value things other than looks and fitting in because those aren't going to serve you well.
There is a thing in Judaism called the Golden Mean that goes all the way back to the great philosopher Rabbi Maimonides also known as Rambam ( you probably know him for the "give a man a fish" quote)
One of his best quotes is about how that balance is our choice.
"We each decide whether to make ourselves learned or ignorant, compassionate or cruel, generous or miserly. No one forces us. No one decides for us, none drags us along one path or the other. We are responsible for what we are."
You are responsible for who you are going to become.
Can you be a decent, caring person?
I really don't know.
But from your posts it sure doesn't seem like it.